How should I handle her now
I happen to be together with a lady whom I love dearly more than I love anything else..
The problem starts with the fact that she is an esoteric healer i.e.. She does hand healing healing with the help of angels , prayers and medicines which you transfer through symbols, and also very strongly in symbol healing
I am at best an atheist with strong agnostic tendencies
But these to a certain extend we could put apart, even if it seems impossible
What did occur she went to a Spanish island to search for a hotel to hold seminars for the people who what to attend hers..
There she meet a guy who directly told her she wanted to have sex with her..
She told him no I love another man but yet stayed with him all the days she was there..
She claims she had the best day of her life there climbing to the top of a volcano with her
Well call me old fashion till this point I was just a bit upset but as she told me she gave him her number an email address I got quite upset
You see I cannot do any of the above because she claims she cannot handle jealousy but I must put up with it!! Daaaaa
What's really bad is she had me for 2 and half years believing she was naïve about men because she claimed she never noticed when they were after her
Well now that one clearly does say I am after you I don't consider it appropriate (as I want to marry he to have done what she did..
All this I pieced together as she is not a lier but she's cautious as to when or what to say..
Now here's the hard stuff due to the fact I got upset now she claims I am destroying her freedom and I must accept her as she is or not at all and decided to take 2 weeks off from me...
Well need less to say I guess it is indeed love as I otherwise would have sent her to hell a long time ago...
Now remember I cannot do what she did.. of course I would not as I cherish our relation and if a woman came to me with a sexual proposition I would not see her again
She claims this guy just keep showing up were she was daaaa she could had just say hi and goodbye of, but no she spent a lot of time with him..
She considers she can deal with this type of men I a different level..
Even if she previously did not realize she was being approached (one guy I told her to stay away from has been behind her for almost more than a year off an on through her cellular, and I warned her from day one what he wanted was not a business deal as she claimed)
But she can now not say she did not know
Still I admire her honesty even if I had to push it out
I say she just loves to flirt and be seen as a good looking woman by a younger man she's 44 he is 30
Now I am lost I believe I must handle here hard and leave her even if it will break my heart
What do you say
I am hurting big time
