High School Sweetheart 22 years ago
I contacted my high school sweetheart through one of those classmate sites. He responded, I responded back. Three days later we were talking over the phone. We talked about the what if's and could of's and should of's. He asked for pictures of high school. I sent the pictures and that was the last I heard from him. A reunion of a whole 3 weeks. He is single and I am single again but he is to wrapped up in his career to start a relationship. Now, I did not ask for a relationship however a friendship would have been nice. He mentioned he was not open to a relationship with me because I am divorced (12 years now) and I have my own family. He just turned 41 and I thought boy you need to put a move on it if you want your own family before you are to old to enjoy them. I do not think I said that though. Anyway, we covered a lot of ground and answered questions that took 22 years to hear the answers.
I can't seem to get him out of my thoughts or my heart. Sometimes I wonder if this is him saying "touche'". Help, how do I get him out of my system?