How is it possible to love your husband AND his best friend?
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I am so confused at this point in my life. I am almost 30 and on my second marriage. My husband is 23. We got married almost 3 years ago. He is so immature and our marriage has been rocky the ENTIRE time. Well his best friend is constantly at our house. Over time, I finally got to know him and we are close. Like family. But as time went on, he was more of a husband and stepfather (I have 2 kids from a previous marriage) than my husband was. I knew I was falling for him. He went to jail for 30 days for probation violation and I was lost. I went to see him every weekend. He told me later, he knew then that I was in love with him. We tried to be intimate but he couldn't because of my husband but we keep flirting and I know that I do love him and would do for him before my husband. I have loved him for almost 2 years, but there is no way that I want to leave my husband. We are starting to actually get along and things are smooth right now. I love him very much but I love his best friend too. I am so confused about what to do or how to feel. Someone I need advice