Ok. I wrote in ages ago because my sadness won't go away and IT STILL WON'T. It has been months and I am still feeling sadness. I have tried to exercise and change my diet and take my mind of sad thoughts but it won't go away. I have no energy and all I want to do is sleep. I cry for no reason. People actually ask if I am OK. I don't care what happens to me anymore. I am worthless and stupid anyway. Can't concerntrate on anything. I can't sleep at night either. What is worrying is I am turning very morbid.
I have morbid thoughts. I have been on a course. I am surprised I have lasted in it, being as useless as me. I am sorry to burdening you all but I have to get it out my system. Thanks for reading