Am I scared of my own boyfriend?
Ok I've been going out with this guy nearly 4 months and I really like him and stuff anyway to get to the point when we first got together he asked me if we could walk to school so I said "ye ok" the next day I waited for him but at the last min I ran off for some reason and now its been 4 months and at school because we promised to keep it a secret (thats why I'm not telling his name) anyway ye I can't even talk to him because I just can't find the words and I start to shake and now I finally got the confidence to ask him "can we walk to school? and i will be there this time" and he said OK.
So today I waited for him for about 8 minutes but I started ti tremble again and as usual I ran off :( every time I go near him I lose my words and begin to shake and I really want to know why, like I love him so why am I scared to even say hello?