Misrabel. Feel useless and not going any where
I just feel like there's no point of me living sometimes. I feel like everything I have is what you don't want. I haven't had a girlfriend in awhile I feel ugly worthless fat and dumb. I been going to the gym for probably about 2 months go maybe 5-6 times a week always pump it hard do cardio and sometimes miss it depending on how I feel but haven't seen any results that I really notice.. I'm 5.7 5 8 180 pounds so yeah haven't lost any I don't think my mom says I got more defetion but doesn't do it for me I want to lose like 30 pounds be skiny lose my chubby cheeks.. I feel ugly and lonleny and won't get anyone. I've been eating healthy fruits drinking water. I've even stopped drinkg alcohol I haven't drank in like 6 months and people say once they stopped drinking they lose leik 10 pouinds.. I haven't lost any.. have some portien powder I been talking but thinking maybe its making me fat but everyone says its good so I don't know what happeend I was skinny all the way through school than grade 12 hit I got stocky I've had chubby cheeks pretty much my whole life I wanan get ride of them I think I makes me look ugly. I can't sleep at night because I'm always thinking stuff like what's the point.. I have eveything you don't want short fat ugly dumb where am I going in life.your mind is your worst enemy.