So I was at this party last night and really got drunk. I partied hard and ended dancing with this hot girl. It felt so good doing it drunk, yet now while I'm sober I'm whining about how I wish I could relive last night and also wishing I could talk to that girl again. Also I can't help think negatively of me vomitting after I passed out. I vomitted on the sofa and carpet and everyone at the party were laughing and now It's making me feel bad. I'm scared that girl thinks I'm a creep. Everyone was drunk at the party, fyI. Is it normal to just vomit without thinking about going to the washroom because I wished I did rather than puke in front of a lot of people.

Well, did it ever dawn on you not to drink at all then you wouldn't have this dilema on your hands about vomiting and making everyone laugh at you? Just because everyone else can drink like a fish and not puke, doesn't mean that you have to as well. If you would come to your senses about this situation you would see that having one or two drinks and then stopping or just "nursing" your drink all evening would make you a much better person in the morning. The reason you felt so great when dancing was that you were so drunk you thought this was the best situation you've ever had. It was just the alcohol talking in your brain, nothing more.

Someone who wants to relive being drunk, so drunk that he puked before getting to the bathroom - needs help. If that girl was as drunk as you were, she likely does not remember much or else thought it was normal. Either way, why bother? You have more serious issues here. Drinking to the point of getting drunk and losing control of yourself.

I guess I should learn to not dwell on the past. Whatever happened, happened and I should learn from it. Even if I never will get to see that girl again I shouldn't have that thought mess me over. If she's there right now, that's all that matters. If she's there tomorrow, or I wished we did better last night, are thoughts that aren't welcome in my mind.

I don't see myself as an alcoholic so please don't think I drank that much for the sake of feeling good and having the chance of banging girls. Actually, my stomach was empty before I drank so I think a couple of shots was enough for me to at least get drunk. I screwed up and all I can do now is either remove that thought and live right now or just dwell on it until I find out that no one really remembers that moment.

A couple of shots somehow does not equate with partied hard. Believe what makes you feel good. If you do happen to meet this girl again, think twice.