Your opinions are greatly appreciated.
Okay... You all are my friends, I would like to think that. I have had nothing but help and positive answers on here, as well as trying to help others... Its time again...
Im pregnant... again! There's no remorse... whatsoever... maybe at first. I was a little scared. I had my first baby at 18, she's 2 1/2 now. Im soon to be 21 very shortly. The first I hate to say was a mistake, but the best mistake ever.. of course. This one, I have been a serious relationship from day one... with this guy, who is 15 years older than I. We have been together for about 5 months now, he bought me a car, wants me to move in, the family loves me... etc etc... perfect right, then suddenly he has the I Love You sentence, well I say it back, but he knows that I am not as in love with him as he is me... I do Love him, but there is a difference when he says it, and I say it. His: I love you means I want to spend the rest of my life with you... my I love you means I am falling in love with you...
Well found out I was pregnant, he is overjoyed...
I have no doubt that this is okay, and everything... Im just worried I mean this feels like an arranged marriage... Im just having these doubts I know...
There's nothing wrong with him, he's perfect, financially stable, etc. Hes so good to my little girl, he wants to adopt her...
I also have cervical cancer... that's a worry...
And I also don't want to tell my best guy friend... (in my other posts, the guy that I care so much about, and yet know there is going to be nothing I can about that... just friends) in fear of losing him, but I know that if he is a true friend he will be there...
I am just venting and getting this off my chest and hope that you all have some suggestions for me... Thanks to you all... Virgina rene'