In February 2007 I was diagnosed with a form of CF (cystic fibrosis) this is the second such piece of information I have had in my life time, as earlier in my life I was diagnosed with a joint condition which I don't care to even attempt to spell, it basically meant that my joint dislocate extremely easily and I get constant pain in them. I'm am now 23 years old and am feeling the effects of everything very heavily
I have trained for a few years as a computer games designer and have completed a foundation degree in game design, I now work for an architectural visualization company, and to be honest it is going less than well.
I have always considered myself to be of above average intelligence I know this seems big headed but its what I honestly thought. Recently I have come to the realization that I was greatly mistaken. If anything I now see myself as below average intelligence.
I want to get married to my fiancé who I love dearly, however I cannot do the job I have at the moment for much longer, I find myself getting more and more angry with myself everyday, as do the people who rely on me.
Basically I want to know, is there any kind of job out there that will accept someone who cannot stand for long periods, who can't think at full speed and is a definite free thinker, I am an artist at heart but can I make money as a jo bloggs artist I have no aspiration for fame, I want to make enough money to move out of my parents, to move in with my fiancé and live comfortably, that's all, I don't even want more than that
I'm sorry if this has sounded like a moaning session but if you can answer any questions here in, I would truly appreciate it, my thanks
