Why am I still feeling this way?
My ex and I broke up over 4 1/2 months ago and I still feel as though I'm in love with him..
I've tried everything.. I've stopped the communication for a while now, I've kept busy with things, spending time with people I care about, doing things for myself (ie working out) and I do feel happy, but I just have these small bursts of "omg, i still love him"... I've never had that before. I've also never felt his way either... perhaps that's why?
I just feel as though it's going to be forever before I get over him, if I ever do. I think I'm having a difficult time because I have no reason to hate him or anything like that. The break up was agreed upon and yeah.
He has moved on with another girl and I have had no contact with him for forever, not to mention I have no idea what's going on with him (which is a good thing) because he's way down in the States and I'm in Canada. So it's not like I see him or anything. He's off my msn, Facebook, everything -- and he has been for a while.
I don't know what else to do? I don't want another relationship right now, not because I still care about him, but because I want to be single for a while. So I have no idea what more to do? I guess I just need to keep moving along and keep doing what I'm doing and hope that this feeling will pass *shrugs*... hopefully.
Maybe deep down I don't want to stop loving him, maaaaaaaaaaan I don't know.