Is this normal? Why do I still care I don't get it
Lately its been very hard for me to think that my ex might be liking another girl the same way he liked me. Its been a very long time now that we've been apart. The weird thing is that we have no contact whatsoever except for a classe together. I don't know why I still care about him but it is seriously driving me nuts..! I don't know if it's the idea of him having a new girl or if its just me wanting to talk to him and fix our passed.. he told me he still loved me a month ago and I didn't say I love you back. I needed time to think. And when I figured it out that I really did love him it was too late.. he found himself someone new. And the passed month actually almost the passed year I've been turning down relashionships. This guy confuses me. He says I still love you then does not try to do anthing to prove it for real. I don't like the picture of him with a new girl it freakin kills me, I don't even like that girl. Me and him had so much he was my first kiss and I was his, I don't believe that he can throw that away so easily. I've tried so many things to get over him but it never works old songs come back and movies remind me of him. And at least before there was hope but now looks like he found someone new, and I'm so mad and jelouse! Also today after school I had to go to my detension and I saw them almost holding hands I flipped I went to my detention room and was pratically cring but not exaggerated. Please HELP