I love this one kid, his name's Stephen. We've had a really rough past, we've had cheating, basically anything you can think of. Then I moved away. He came to see me every month, then I cheated on him for the first time. I thought didn't want him anymore, but I found out I did.
We both eventually went out with other people. We both broke up with them. Recently though, I've missed him more than anything. He won't talk to me because then he gets attached and wants to see me and be with me, but doesn't want to get his hopes up.
I think he's being a . Love isn't something you fall into everyday. It shouldn't be wasted.
I still love him very much and he's said he loves me, even still.
He has pics of us on his cell, in his car, in his room, even still.
I want to go down to see him and somehow change his mind. Maybe if he just sees me, he'll know what to do a little better, and me too.
I don't know if I'm in love with him and that makes it right for me to go down there. Or if I'm just attached and it's a waste of money and love doesn't exist.
Any ideas??