Two years ago,I went out with this guy and I didn't take him seriouslyfor 2 months.I told him I was a slut ( I don't know why, I was a virgin) and he thought I had std's.
he was a virgin freshman in HS and I was a 7th grader in MS.we fell in love and did the most amazing things,had the most amazing and crazy times.but I would never kiss him or anything.I know it's so random and weird.we broke up and still talked for like a year after that.hes the hottest thing you wikll EVER LAY YOUR EYES ON I PROMISE YOU.anyways after a crazy two years, heer I am and I MISS HIM SO MUCH.IM DEPRESSED AND Haven't HAD A BOYFRIEND SINCE.we hardly tALK and we used to talk everyday until 4 am.
just last month he finally called me up and he wanted to come over so I let him.and we ended up having sex my first time.(his 318713875th time.)because since we broke up he's had sex with 342857293480904 girls when we planned to lose our virginities to each other.it just makes me so mad.

You need to stop where you stand sound like you had something good but is no longer there so as a guy I highly recommend you to try your hardedst even if it hurst to get him out your life well at least at just foolin around... you need to love yourself before you can love another and was good for you is def not what your doing he prob feels when ever he wants he can call something like a booty call you be the judge here you know more then I do just word of advices get away

So if you guys are broken up then why are you letting him sleep with you? You're just setting yourself up for a big let down in the end. Stop dwelling on the past, I know it's easier said then done, but once you stop feeling sorry for yourself and start realizing it wasn't meant to be, then you will feel so much better.

Sorry your mad, as there is no need to be, if you learned the life lesson, not to believe everything someone tells you, and to love yourself enough, to protect yourself.