OK this is going to sound really lame but I just feel so frustrated that I am 15 (nearly 16) and have never had a boyfriend. It seems like everyone I like just doesn't like me enough to do anything. I'm not really ugly or anything ( def not a model either! ) but I feel like I am just left behind while everyone else isn't. I have to admit that I can be quite shy when it comes to this but lots of my friends are and they still manage to find someone. I know I'm young blah blah but that doesn't make it any less hurtful. I just really don't want to be alone my whole life, and everyone always says to me don't worry it will happen, but noboody knows if that is true. I just have this fear that I will be a spinster my whole life, sounds ridiculous but I just do. You probably think I sound superficial but trust me I am not, I don't want a boyfriend just to have one, I just wish I knew what it felt like to have someone love you and would do anything for you.
Anyway I probably rambled on there but I'm just feeling a bit lonely, hope you can help me.
Thanks