What is love? Why does it hurt?
I would really like to know why loving someone and begin in love hurts so much to were it feel like your inside are just going to bust out?
What is the REAL meaning of love?
How is it, that you can try and show how to love and they don't get it or they don't understand the true meaning of loving someone? They totally avoid it,
I have had many loves in my life time, I'm 54 now, born in 53', in a beach town called panama city, fla. And I had the best times of my life there growing up, around the beach thing, it's was so great just working on the beach at sunset, walking along the water, or finding a place to sit down and look out over the sea as the sun goes down, it's one that I will never forget.
I got out of school in 1972, and married,my boyfriend for 3 years, that has my very frist love, we married 4 days after I got out of school, but time change, married at 18, I should have listen to my mom and dad, 10 years later, I left him, cause I found that they're were other than I wanted to get to know, and party around, get crazy,
I could go on, but I know that your getting boring with all this stuff, I just know that now I found my really first true love, and it hurts,
I feel that I'm to late, I 'm wishing that I knew him 20 years ago, we married, then divorce 10 years later, matter of fact last oct. of 2007, but see are still seeing each other and I ask him , why don't we get remarried, and his says nothing, he changes the subject, why? I have even ask him why, and nothing,
But I can't leave cause I love him so much and I'm really fighting here to try and get thur to him, that I'm starveing, for affection, passion, kissing, huging, caressing, and I'm not getting it, when he does hug me I can feel an engerg coming into me, and it feels great. But that is very very very rare, he will not go to class , or groups with me, he says that don't work, he won't watch those movies that , well you know,
I just don't know what to do any more, I know feeling hurt, rejected, ulgy,
Oh well thank you for listening, if you think of anything, please let me know, who ever reads this , hope you have a great loving day, I hope that you never have the feelings I have right now, everyone deserve happiness in they're life, it's what makes you feel young, it's make you want to stay around and do things, you have always wanted to do,
And the thing that really makes it better, doing it with someone you love so very much,
Be friends, bubbies,lover's,supporter's,