Why am I hurting myself for a guy whose not worth it?
Hi Today i came across one of my friends web site and she has a new bf..yeaa once again.. she dated some guy for about 5 years and i guess he cheated on her or watever n like 1 month after she has someone else REPLACED. They look so happy in their pics.. im not envious but i'm scratching my head thinking about myself and my situation...i been with my bf for almost a year and we have been trough so much..he has put me through so much i lost so much weight and i havent been taking care of myself. I completely lost my identity and self in this relationship..i dont know who i am or enjoy the things i use to b4 we started going out. I was so confident and outspoken when we first met i think thats what he fell in love with..I wonder how can she just replace this guy she has been with for so long..and jump into another relationship so quick and why is a person like myself is still holding on to a relationship where he can't make me happy but im still trying like an idiot.I'm trying becuz i guess he might change and understand me and we can be happy..i hate getting comfortable with one person and having to end and get someone else..i like building a future with one person..but both of us are full of so much pride and the need to control we argue EVERYDAY. (hes a aries me a leo) ;/ can u see the power struggle? How come some people dont take it so personal and just move on so quick while others like myself FALL IN LOVE and hurt ourself while its not a big deal for him..i'm thinking of breaking it off this week were going to see each other on Saturday and talk..but i dont think i can take the crying everyday anymore.. any advice you all have would be appreciated.
Thank you very much for your time!