I am in a bad, sad, sorry excuse for a relationship. We yo-yo extreme love for each other and terrible hatred. I am tired and want to end this cycle. We have two children and I stay at home with them. I desperately want to continue homeschooling them, ( that is the sole reason we are still together) He makes the money and is very controlling I don't have a dime in my name. I am Massage Therapist although I have no clientele I know I could make it in the long run. I just don't know how to get away from him and continue the status quo with my kids.

Isn't there anybody you could stay with for awhile?
If it gets too bad you could try a shelter like the Salvation Army.

Move out with family, or call social services. You must become independent and some sacrifices have to be made, for now