Almost everything I touch.
I know that my entire "father's" family was hereditary black mages and that my mom's family dates back to shaman and witch doctors. I am "awakened" in the sense of black magic because of my uncle. Although out of my entire father's family he is the only one who helps people with his. Usually he justs takes there physical pain, because it gives him energy.
Anyway that's the backstory of my question. I know that somewhere in my brain is a little clusterball of intellect energy if you will. My uncle told me to expect this but almost every time I touch a living thing tree, dog, anything I feel their emotions and experiences or pain in the case of a tree. But if it's an inanimate object one of two things happen. 1. nothing or 2. if I grip it with both hands it tends to feel like an extension of my arms and when I drop it I tend to be very weak and tired. Anyone know more about this? I've done research but everything points back to do your geneaology which I have. Any suggestions as to what I can do with this or whatnot?
