Hello, I am 14 and I am a girl I live in spain and I am depressed because I am different to my mates I am taller and a tad larger and I feel ugly when I hear that I am the second most un*pretty* girl in the group and I personaly think there are worse people in my group tha me.
I like this guy he isn't a hot guy type he is actually a dork type. Lol. But he is 2 years older than me ( but he hangs out with the big group of 15 people I am in). I don't know if he likes me my mates told him I liked him and he seemed shy around me.now a few days ago my mate told him I didn't like him anymore (lie, I still like him) he said "ok, i dun care.." then my mate said well she is way to good for you" and he felt demoished and the next day I asked where he was then he came in looking sort of different and kept looking at me.
And I haven't talked to him since I see him at break and I catch him looking at me a few times but that's it.
Had anyone got any advise for the two things?
By the way I sort of cut.