31 Years Old and Yearning to Return to College
Hello,
I am 31 years of age and pondering a return to college. I have about 90 hours of college credit thus far. I began college in the Fall of 1995, majoring in Pre-Med. Over 12 years and a lot of stupid decisions later(let's just say I went through The University of Life and experienced plenty of failure and humiliation), this is where I stand. I attempted a return several years ago, but that flopped horribly. To add insult to injury, I only took one class, which was Calculus I. I aced the first exam but after that it was downhill. Trying to balance my work schedule of over 40 hours and this one course was either just too demanding or I was just lazy and retarded. Some money issues also contributed to my loss of motivation. I applied for financial aid too late and agreed to pay for the expenses incurred for the semester. The college I attended was private, so for one course I am now stuck with a bill of over $3,000. I could not receive any aid until that was paid off, nor could I enroll in anything else period. Stupid, stupid, stupid!
Now things have calmed down considerably and all of the tulmult that I endured from about 2001-early 2007 is behind me. I am living comfortably now, but there is still a void. I need to continue working but I want to finish school. I am a perfectionist and that attribute has certainly not worked to my advantage in the past. Not being able to get my grades where I want them, working to pay the bills, and other extenuating circumstances led me to quit in the past. In sum, would it be wise to return and complete my Pre-Med studies and pursue a career in medicine? I know this sounds silly at my age, but I'm not about to give up on my dream. I have other passions and interests, but I just feel this calling to be a doctor. I certainly don't plan on retiring at 65-I've heard of many doctors working into their 80's and 90's because that is what they love. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks! Jason