All right so more from my other question... cause alots happened...
He started plyaing with my mind big time... he kissed me... and I mean kissed tongue and all for like 5 min. straight... and then nothing the next day... one of my friends talked to him... agains my request... and my ex admitted to that and then he said but there's no way in hell he'd think about dating me again... and then we talk and we flirt (I know that no contacts best but there's no way to ignore him small town same church... ya know the drill) and we've been passing notes and he said that he could go for friends with benefits... but not in the way you'd normally think he said cuddling... I said OK... I figure that he already knows how I feel... but we're trying to be friends... and for now that's what we've both decided on... everytime we get around each other either we're fighting or cuddling and flirting. And then he threw me off because he said that it may or may not lead to a relationship... im not really sure... I miss cuddling with him... I can handle being just friends but I don't know... need opinions... yes I know I'm crazy... and I deserve to be played by him... already noted...