Not sure where to put this so please redirect if it's the wrong place.
Why are you staying alive? What do you do for a living? Say you finnished your education, leant a skill that would keep you in the black or a safety net if you don' succeed in your dream. Then what? Carry on working the same 9 to 5, building the up retirement fund only for the company to go bust. Too many people these days get lost in the 'REAL WORLD' AKA the perpetual depressionite society doing work they hate for bosses they hate.