Old friends, shes' married, I'm not - is it love?
OK, I had a frienship with a girl years ago when I was in school, this freindship was VERY strong and we had a special bond, both of us felt a strong love for each other but neither acted on it due to the fear of rejection form the other - I guess we both hid it form each other at the time - now we have each been through some ruff years, are now 30;ish and I am divorced with three children... she is married with children now,. we recenlty have gotten back in touch with each other after years of no contact... she says she is stable, but not happy and she got married because she thought she loved this guy and he was her last "golden ticket for love"... she said she wanted to married so badly and she didn't think she would ever have another chance... having said that... we reconnect... like I said earlier, and thngs seem to go right back to where they were years ago... deep talks, emotional sharing that only takes place with someone you truly trust, and an un-explainable strong emotion that just fills your heart with joy... but I feel horribly guilty about these emotions because she is married... she has never thought about cheating on her husband... but she says he isn't her "soul mate"... our frienship is quickly moving towards her maybe leaving her husband... we haven't had any physical contact... not even a kiss... I don't want to destroy their marriage but is it possible she is in love with me also? Could we really be soul mates that just connected at the wrong time? Is there such a love as this? After all these years we put all our feelings on the table just recently and that is how we now know about each others feelings... should I break this off, or could this be real... I am sooooo confused...