:( please help I was a great mom and still am I tried something I'm not proud of and now its come back to haunt me I'm 27 and someone just called cas on me and I have to do a hair folicle test on Thursday IM going to lose my 2 boys I've been clean and now its back to haunt me I have spent almost 400 dollars on trying things to beat the test and now I'm breaking down I need a miricle I just went to church I've done everything please help me I'm going borderline suicidal

Hun, take a deep breath.

What were you using and for how long have you been using?

Not to be insensitive, but if you are addicted, would your children be better off without you? Or can you beat whatever addiction it is?