My feelings are so confused
I was going out with this 26 yr old married man with 2 little kids but his wife found out and left him but there still living together and I love him so much but I told him I can't do this anymore and he was OK with it but after I told him that I can't do this anymore because it doesn't feel rite and but I told him I will always have feelings for him and will never forget about the relationshi that we had and after that he goes and asks his wife if she will get back with him but she said no do you think that he actually luved me or do you think he was using me for a fuk or something please help me I really love this guy and I don't no what to do I'm so confused and frustrated