Sorry in advance if I make no sense... half asleep

When eva my boyfriend talks to me or hugs me I find it hard to look him in the eyes... just makes me uncomfortable... lyk I can look @ him but actually making eye contact with him is really hard for me

It's worse when he ask's me too because I no I got to but I can only do it for few seconds... I feel bad N don't want him to think I love him any less

Its difficult to say because When i first got my bf I couldnt look him in the eyes because I got so many butterflys.... If you did somthing behing his back you feel guilty about it could be shame, If you are scared of him or dont trust him it could be that too. I dont have much to go off of because you didnt give much info.
hopefully this helps you though.

Nah none of those options...
Not scared of him but I am scared of being hurt/ abused but that's just because I have in the past... but I trust him he won't he more of a teddy bear type guy really soft and lovey.

I don't really no what else to tell you lol... we about to move in together after the new yr... I find it hard to openly talk about my feelings with him well all the good feelings... don't no just get scared and nervous about them

I don't find it hard to let him no I'm pissed of haha

Oh and plus this is my first full on relo since I was abused

Hope that helps