Shoplifting and background check
I got caught shoplifting at Macy's in Georgia yesterday. It was under $100 and hence a misdeamenour. It was my first time and I am totally devastated and ashamed of myself. I wasn't arrested but I was told to pay a fine of $150 to Macy's, and a cop was called to the scene who gave me a citation to come to court in 30days.
Now I am a pharmacy student and I need to renew my intern license every year. Our college of pharmacy also requires that every student interns for about 400 hours during the summer. I am scared now that I may never get a intern licence and would have to be kicked out of school. I am so worried, I am besides myself. Pharmacy is my dream and I would hate that this one stupid mistake would ruin my life and career forever.
Please advice me on what to do. Is there a way I won't have to appear in court? Because I know I would have to plead guilty and this would show on my record/background checks and NO RETAIL PHARMACY would ever employ me. If I do appear in court, is there a way I could ask that it shouldn't show on my record? Please please please... somebody advise me. I am so scared. Thanks
P.S Some people said because I was not arrested it shouldn't be a problem, but I am still scared. Im not sure I can afford a lawyer either.