I miss my ex and I think I want him back
In August I broke up with the person I had been dating for four years. While we had a very rocky relationship we did have a good one. We had issues just like everyone else except I cried a lot and he got angry a lot and was super controlling. When I entered college this past year I decided that I needed to break things off because he couldn't handle me having other friends that were guys. I know that many guys are like this and that they can't handle seeing there girlfriends with other guys but it's because they worry about cheating. I have never cheated nor had I ever given him a reason to believe that I had cheated. So I thought that he was being way to controlling. It is now December and I miss him so much. I am dating someone now who is really amazing and is a great person but I miss my ex so much and I compare my new boyfriend to my ex all the time and I don't think it is fair. I can't bring myself to stop thinking of my ex and I have tried. I don't know what to do and there is so much more but I don't know where to go or where to turn or anything. I'm in a bind that's tearing me apart emotinally, spiritually, and mentally.