When he left I cried for months.. and I still cry and I have a boyfriend and he knows how I feel about jason because he was his friend and in the summer jason told me "I dont love you, anymore" and when I asked him recently he denies it and he sounded so.. serious and he knows that's my worst fear and he said he didn't say that...
Then when my boyfriend now, asked me out jason said to go out with him and now that I did he doesn't want me with him and jason knows I'm unhappy but I rarely see or talk to him.. jason said I don't want you with him... n he wants me to break up with him because he just knows I'm unhappy and I am.. n when jason said I love you to me I couldn't resist but to say it back in front of my boyfriend now..
And when my boyfriend now, his name is David, told me he was coming to the Chester Parade and I had to go because my sister is a baton twirler and I saw him jason never knew I was coming and before I saw him I prayed to god to let Jason see me.. n know I'm here.. n then when he came up he was searching like he knew someone was there or he was looking for someone.. n when he searching.. (hes in band playing Tuba)
I screamed his name he jerked his head the opposite way of me.. n then I said other way and he looked at me and smiled, shaking his head.. n as he looked forward walking he smiled again like he couldn't stop and then when he got done he ran across the street walking passed me puttin his finger over his lips and telling me quiet and I smiled and then when he was done he ran across the parade again to the other side.. What I'm trying to ask is "Does he miss me??? Why doesnt he want me with David??? Why is acting like this??? Who was he looking for??? n What should i do???"