Originally Posted by taylorryan
hi. im taylor ryan.. im a professional psychic medium.. when my grandme died on thanks giving and my cousin died two days later.. me and my mom started praying to god to be able to tlk to them.(this was 7 years ago) for the past 6 years me and my mom have been doing this as a profession.. it started 6 years ago when a girl that was murrdered by our house came to us.. we followed it to its grave 15 miles off a main road near our house.. we found parts of her body.. reported it..after which me and my mom started taking classes about this gift.everyday threw those few months i prayed to god for protection.. and acnoledgment that these are real spirits were tlking to.. after which i met my spirit guide threw a peacfull meditiation... since then weve been on 6 radio shows.. my mom is publishing her life story about this on newyears.... Im a full blown christian...i go to church 3 times a week...im a youth leader.. i am very involved.. i pray for protection.. i make sure every message i recieve is loving and threw god... as i said i prtect myself daily.. so pretty much i can see mediphysical things.. and ..i feel this is a git from god.. that i need to aware the world that ther is a god.. and people do go to heaven.. never once have i felt the presence of demons or darkness when i do readings... i have read in the bible that god wants us to propheside and not speak in tounges.. but recently my fellow christians have been tlking to me more saying that im not prayign to god about this.. and that my spirit guide is a demond.. which i have prayed on countless times.. it scares me to think..(i have faith im tlking to god! which is all i can go off of.. but these people are saing im not) you know.. so im ina pickel cause one way is i have this wonderfull gift threw god.. that i pray on.. and i have faith in my heart and soul that it is god im tlking to.. but then again im being questioned about it.. and its driving me nuts.... and i have noticed since i bring the conversation up alot..that im openign myself up to demons .. so i pray every chance i get for protection.. but u know i can still see things like that..(froma distance/ because god protects me) .. i know im at a age where i shouldnt have to amediatly decide(15 years old) .. but i just need to know... ..most people can't put themselves in my shoes.. so its confusing.. some friendly advise would be greatly appriciated. !..THX