OK 3 years ago my bfs son died (this was before I met him) and 6 months ago I got pregnant it took me a couple of days for it to sink in I really didn't know what I wanted to do so I just started thinking logically and we wasn't in the best position to have a baby we didn't have the money we were still living at home we had no jobs so we thought it would be unfair to bring a child into the world knowing we couldn't support it so I had an abortion I went for the fist appointment ut when it came to morning of the last one I really didn't want to go I didn't tell him though he just thought I was tired so he made me go and it was really hard to go through with it that day but now we think I might be pregnant again well were pretty sure I did a test but the results were invalid an I'm due on my period next week so I'm just going to wait and see but if I am pregnant I want to keep it I couldn't go through with it again it would kill me an I've told him that but he says he isn't ready but he wouldn't want to have another abortion either but he hasn't moved on from his son yet so I don't know whether to keep it or not if I am pregnant I don't want to put him through any pain

What should I do thanks

He is not the one you need to be worried about, but you and your unborn baby. You made one mistake, and paid for it, and now your back at the same point, because you learned nothing the first time around. At this point, his feelings and concerns are irrelevant, and you should make a decision based on your own concerns. Make your physical, and emotional health your priority. Adoption should be considered. Do you have someone you can trust to give you aid and advice, like a friend, pastor, or professional?