Originally Posted by sober_depression27
alright well heres a tough one...... i can't even solve it myself.
Well, i had this girlfriend , she was one of a kind.. im not going to go into how it all started. but i was CRAZY about this girl . she was everything to me . we dated for about 10 months, your going to think its nothing big, but it was everything. Every single day of our lives we would see eachother, there wasnt a single day that we wouldnt. Well there came a time that we eventually broke up; her with me. I didnt know what to do, this wasnt the first breakup, we've had several breakups. i figured this breakup was like every other breakup but apparently it wasnt... two days after we broke up she started talking to someone else.... believe me, it hurt like crazy. this has been the SECOND time she does this to me , with no meaning though ... she said she did so because she had to get over me the first time... this time i have no idea why. Two weeks after our breakup the boy asked her out, this was a boy that i always had a bad vibe about, no matter what i would tell her throughout our relationship she would continue to talk to him. Now, theyre going out and its been about a month since we broke up, i dont know why but i keep going for it.. shes kissed me recently and says that she still continues to love me and she hasnt gotten over me, but the things she does to me shows me otherwise, i dont know why she does these things.
Shes told me several things that she may or may not mean, for example she deserves better and that he can actually treat her better than i can, shes told me to get out of her life.. and the thing is that i tell myself ill leave her alone but she comes back to me and tells me shes sorry i see her with him every other day.. in school. and believe me it hurts. no matter how hard i try to tell myself i wont talk to her ever again i end up going back to her. im out of ideas... i only want to be with her no matter what shes put me through.. what can i do ?