Ex broke up with me after 4 years hard to get over
Well I was dating this girl for 4 years and it was very rocky the first 2 years were great we got along. We broke up after a couple times before during the relationship in which she left once and wanted to see other people but found that the guy that she was interested in didn't want a relationship and she came back to me. Anyway I took her back and about a year ago we got engaged and moved in with each other like 7 months ago but it seemed I was uncertain about the marriage she would want to talk about it but I kept avoiding it. She soon felt that the relationship wasn't going anywhere we started to fight a lot and argue she couldn't take it anymore and thought that are personalities just clash and we are not right for each other and are just comfortable. She told me she didn't want to date me anymore. So she broke up with me 1.5 month ago. She then told she had a new boyfriend like 4 days after we broke up and of course I looked on her freakin myspace and there he was. Well she called me and texted me during the first couple weeks of the break up telling me about the boyfriend or trying to have friendly chit chat. She moved back with her parents but we still have the apt. together she still has to pay half the rent though. She told me she is really happy and not stressed out she said she isn't love with the new guy but you never know. Anyway I decided to end contact and put everything that reminded me of her in bags and put them away. I had been two weeks since I had contact with her she didn't call me or anything until 11/21 before thanksgiving just wishing me a happy thanksgiving. I just sent one back doing the same but its just hard because I still love this girl despite what has happened. I wish I had a chance to fix what happened but she has moved on with this new and its hard not talking to her everyday when she couldn't go a day without talking to me or calling me. I don't know if I want her back or if I'm just lonely or jealous
