Sounds to be like you have no purpose. You need to find a purpose. A purpose gives us hope. You wouldn't believe how many people feel as you do. I felt like that too once. The thing is if you feel you don't have a purpose then you have to create one. Make some small plans, create one or two goals and write out the steps needed to achieve these things. At first it may feel pointless but if you stick with it your interest will grow and before you know it you will be wanting things to work out. Do something you quite like doing, even if you have to force yourself to do it. Do it for three weeks to a month, it takes that long for what you want to do to be processed and become a part of your daily routine. Try simply walking a different route to work or the store, take notice of everything around you. Give it time, let your interest grow. With interest comes purpose and with purpose comes hope. :)