So confused...
I recently left my relationship of 2 years. The past year of course changed and with the guy I fell in love w/started becoming wicked jealous, insecure, clingy, needy, and sufficating. Made me crazy... he had to check my phone, my emails, my website, and all willingly I gave him passwords because I had nothing to hide. Also became a yeller.. anger... started to place a wedge between us to the point I started looking to my friend for advice. I was told that the person who accuses the most is probably the one doing the dirty... so one night I came home from school and decided to call his bluff... he always acts like he is so tired and sleeping on the coauch while I'm at school... to the point of deleting history on the PC... well I found the temp files and found out he was searching for single women in the area... I left him because I felt betrayed and made a fool.
Now he wants me back... I love him and don't like thinking of him w/other women and feel confused as far as what to do with this whole thing. I know he must talk to women during the night still... especially while I'm not there anymore... dont trust him at all.
Love can be so blind sometimes...
Me so so confused
