I am 15 years old and my ex boyfriend was 17. We were together for 3 months. I ended up sleeping with him. The best part about it was that he would hold me afterwards and we wouldn't just use each other for that pleasure. I talked to my parents about getting on birthcontrol because we had 2 scares of me being pregnant. He freaked out and said that he couldn't believe that I talked about it to my parents. But I was just looking out for my future. I need to stay safe. I thought that he would understand. He broke up with me that night because he said that that's the way it should be. Then I logged onto his email the other day. He started talking to a girl 3 days before we broke up. And they wernt JUST talking... ugh. As bad as it sounds, I can't get over him although he is well over me. He hasn't called me or anything in 5 days. But the sad thing is that if he wanted to come back, Im afraid I would let him. The next day after we broke up I took a box of things he gave me and put them in the back of his truck while he was in school. He texted me and said sorry for the hurt he caused me. He was a virgin and lost it to me. That's the hardest part. Now Im going into high school. I've been homeschooled for 3 years. Im afraid to get back into a relatoinship. What do I do? Im still not over him. :(
