Okay
Im a 17 yr old female and feel like I'm in jail
I dropped out of school and I am looking for a job
But my mom seems likes she doesn't want me to have one
I stay home all day everyday and the only time I go out is if I'm with my mother
I donno what to do being home all the time is making me depressed
I think about cutting again
I know I shouldn't but it seems like the only outlet
I hate my life...
My mom was never like this with my older sister nor my brothers
I don't Smoke I drink like every blue moon Im still a virgin.
What she doesn't understand I could do everything//anything I wanted to do here since she is never home.
It is like she dosen't truse me and I never gave her a reason not to. Ugh


What do I do?

Go back to school. Enough said.

Well she doesn't seem to be too controlling if you were allowed to drop out of school.

Go back to school... graduate... turn 18... etc.

Im going for my GED in January then off to a community college

That's good... stay on track... and just hold out until you are 18 :)