Permanent Learned helplessness
Well after careful studying, I have diagnosed myself as having "permanent Learned helplessness" how do you treat this. It's not just some fantasy world I live in, and you have no idea everything I ever do is controlled, when I do things, how I do them, where and why. I get about 3 hours a day to do things I want to do but someone always seems to find something for me. I grown accustomed to it and I never question it anymore if fact I enjoy it and I can't take the pressure of making decisions for myself any more.
Which raises the question why am I writing this, maybe because I'm getting to the point where I'm going to have to take care of myself as I'm graduating this year and I realize that and I don't want things to change? I don't think that's it though, but what ever you guys say don't mention prescription pills or seeing a psychologist I would rather kill myself. I don't even know why I'm posting this I probably won't listen to your answers. I don't care anymore. I guess I have one more thing to add, everyday I hear success stories of people and stuff, I see successful people, and it weighs down on me. Where someone else succeeds I have failed in preventing them from reaching their goal and thus in turn not succeeding, and it just seems like everything. I'm going to shut up now.