Trapped in the closet or not at all
Hello, I am a 16 year old boy that Lives in FL, USA. Im basically your average kid, I go out with friends, go to the movies, skating etc etc. But lately I've notice some weird feeling I have never felt before. I sometimes judge guys in my head , like saying 'o he's cute', and when I watch porn movies, I can't help it checking out the guys /personal parts. I also notice I sit very girly, with my legs crossed, I come from a background where gay are not accepted, and that they go to hell. But I also like girls, a lot, and in my school there's quite a few gay-open people that makes me feel more comfortable. I hope someone helps me figure this out, I hope its just some feelings that will go away, I couldn't imagine what my family would do if they heard me say this.thx