Sorry if I came on too strong
I used to be a christian, but I'm not now, & I doubt I'll ever go back to being a christian, but I apologise to all the christians here if I came on too strong with my questions. I'm a mental patient, & I read some material on the christian reconstructionists, & it set my delusions off & made me paranoid about all christians & about conspiracy theories, but on further reading I've learned that most christians don't agree with reconstructionism. When something sets off my delusions they can last for months. I take meds, but they only help so much. I'm always paranoid to some extent, & certain things make it worse, but I'm thinking a little more clearly now, & again I apologise to all the christians here & to ask me help desk.