How do I move on how can he be angry?
It may be long but please read!
Well I have just broken up with someone, it was a 6 days ago (the same guy I posted a question about sometime before, now after coming back to me, it is official, we broke up) tomorrow is our 1 week anniversary, lol. So what I’m trying to say is I have no idea how to move on. It is hard, and I know that with time it will get better, but now I can’t stand the on going pain. I go to school with him, and he is in my classes and I can’t help but noticing the way he doesn’t sit next to me anymore and is far away from me in every possible way. I got used to having him always around. My story actually has a twist, he was the one who hurt me in every possible way, and now he’s acting like he was the one who got hurt. He is changing seats and sitting far from me. It makes me so confused because he changed SO much in so little time! We were laughing and having fun then he did the worse thing possible, when I got sad and hurt he didn’t come to apologize, instead he turned everything against me and he isn’t talking to me and he won’t even explain why he is angry. I didn’t go to talk to him, it’s been 6 days and none of us has said a word to the other. It is so confusing. I told a friend from outside of school and my mom, they both agreed he was mistaken and he is only acting this way so I’d go back to him. I didn't do anything wrong to him, I didn't even yell at him when he did it, I just stood up and walked away, I didn't do anything wrong, how come he's mad with me?!
Did he actually never really like me? There was a time I believed he was only using me to get to my friend, then he left her and came back to me and I thought he was just trying to make me jealous. Things were okay until last Tuesday. I don’t know how to get over him. He is always with me. And all my friends keep talking about him (the ones who don’t know we broke up, no one seems to notice or care) because they all admire and like him, so they may actually feel relieved.
My friend caught him looking at me several times in one class, then he went to sit far away from me in the next class. I try desperately not to think about him, but it is NOT easy since I am forced to see him everyday in school. I got to the extent of not wanting to go to school. I know I am weak by not wanting to go, and I know tomorrow morning I’ll force myself through the school doors, but still I am hurting too much when around him.
Help, how do I move on? How do I find myself and find my inner strength and determination to move on and forget him?