Well she found out I cheated on her and I was going out w/ this one chick in nc. But it only happened for one day the cheating. We were talking about this and I told her the story and we were cring and I hate myself for doing this and she loves me and she would never break up w/ me and I feel the same way and I'm going to marry her one day. She forgives me but she won't forget it. I don't know what to tell her I need some help please I hurt her and I could kill myself. I don't know what to tell her I love her!

Just be honest with her. If she is trying to forgive you, she will obviously never forget and what you need to do to gain her trust again is be completely honest with her. Check in all the time, be truthful about EVERYTHING, and most importantly, if you love her you must never cheat again. It may take time but with hard work and patience and a lot of effort on your part, I hope you can repair your relationship since it is important to you.

My boyfriend and I broke up for 1 day because he was freaked out about serious commitment, and didn't know if he wanted to be with other girls, well.. the next day he had made his decision I suppose and he spent 6 months making it up to me, he would call every chance he got and make sure I knew where he was at all times, not because I am controlling but because he wanted to show me that he is serious and that he is where he says he is at all times, so I never even had to worry that he was thinking about or being with anyone else. I'm not saying be annoying or anything, but do whatever she asks you to (within reason) to prove that you are sorry and you want to be trusted again.

Just please do your best to be the best boyfriend you can and she will probably see your efforts, I know it is hard, my boyfriend suffered a lot with how he hurt me, but love will help you both, I promise. Most important thing I can tell you is no more cheating! I really do hope your relationship will endure if you have love for each other!

Everything heals with time but don't ever think she'll forget trust me it doesent work like that. The memory is the only thing she prob understands