Cancer ? Heart Failure ? What Do I Do
It Started At The Beginning OF This Year I Guess
I Collapsed... Nothing Serious I Guessed
WEnt To Hospital They Brushed It Off And I Was Back To Meself By Next Week
Then It Happen Again
... And Again
... And Again
... And Again
Once A Week Every Week
Every Week Worse Til Finallyy They Found ME Comatised In The Changing Rooms Hardly Breathing
I Woke Up In Hospital Atched To MANY Machines
Now They Decided It Was Serious
I Was Housebound For ACoupl Of Weks And LOAADDSS Of Teast Were BEing Done On ME
Still Now
They Thought I Might Had Cancer... :(
That Was A Bummer To Hear but THey Soon CLeared That Like It Was Yesterdays News When tHem Words Still Replay In My Head
Sooooo Many Things Are Now Diagnosed For Me
But In Conclusion
They're Preficiting I HAve Heart Failure
Heart Failure?
That's Just Like Giving You 1st Hand Death
I Can't Handle All This Right Now THere's Too Many Things In My Life
I Get Beaten Up By My Sister A lot
My Mum And Dad Argue Constantly
My BF Is Extremely Violent
I Love My Ex
My 'Best Friends' Are C****
Suicide Was Once An Option But My Mum Walked In the Huse Halfway Through
And Im Only A Teen This ISn't Right
I Isn't Lived Yet
Should I Be Worrying This Much ?
An Anyone Give M Tips TO Lighten The Weight ?
Make Me Happi Please ?
:( :( :( :( :(