nasty txt message from ex
I received a text message from my ex (she broke up with me), completely random.
(This could turn into a long post, sorry.)
It said "Didnt f**king take you long. You are so full of sh*t."
I sat there for a while, thinking to myself what it is I had done, why I deserved the message. And for the life of me could not think of anything, so I sent her a message back "Was that msg meant for me?" (breaking NC, but curiosity got the better of me)
Her response to this was "yes it f**king was for you"
So I again sat there, contemplating what I had done. And the more I thought about it the more I got annoyed by her accusation as I couldn't think of anything. So... I called her (this is where you all roll your eyes about breaking NC again)
She answered with "Yeah!?" and I could tell she was automatically on the back foot. I asked her what was going on, that I don't know what the message was meant to mean, if she explained it to me I'd set things straight or except responsibility for what it was, if I did it.
She said "Nothing, don't worry" and hung up.
I called her back, asked her again and she said "Are you with anyone?". I said "what does that matter?, but no, it's too soon and i'm not ready". She hung up.
I left it alone. 10 minutes later she called (I didn't answer the first 2 times). I asked why she wants to know if I'm with someone and why she's upset with me.
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I changed my myspace page relationship status from "Single" to "In a relationship" in an attempt to stop spam from random fake female "model" adding me. I was getting 2 or 3 a day.
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She told me that her brother looked at my myspace page, and he had told her I was in a relationship. So I explained why my status was "In a relationship". She felt bad and told me how she had thought about me being with someone else quite a bit. That she got upset because I had apparently found someone new so soon. She told me it has been really hard, that she misses me and thinks of me a lot. That she hates that I don't want her in my life.
I kept things very brief. I said I agree things have been hard. I've thought of her and it's not that I'd never want her in my life, but right now I needed time to heal and look out for myself.
She was crying and kept saying how stupid she felt.
I ended the conversation there, and told her that I had to get back to work, that people were waiting for me. (not really, but I didn't know what to say or do)
I don't know what to make of it all. I don't know what to do.
Can someone please give me an opinion of it all. Some advice perhaps.
I feel like I've been progressing really well, and because of this I've been pushed back.