I've always felt like I had a strong force within me to know and say many things that would happen. Specially right before a situation. I feel as I have some type of power to do things (spiritually). I wasn't sure growing up what this was. I always kept it to myself and in my early 20's I realized that I was doing things intentionally to people (mentally, spiritually) when they would hurt me. All, I knew was that, what I was doing was bad. I wasn't wishing someone dead but, just loss of who they were, personal/ materialistic things. I believe I have had the ability to know when there is a presence around me. Ive experienced many things and it really didn't scare me. I've caught myself talking to candles calling my late grandfather. I've called my dead cousin and asked him to do things for me so I could know he was there listening. Ive noticed things/ people to get my attention from the corner of my eyes and just because I know they are there trying to make me look and when I do just to please them/ conscience they are no longer there. Are these mind games or what? I had my mom tell me recently that ever since she was young she had these same experiences. The whole premunition thing. I know I carry some type of spiritual background. I think and I feel as if it comes from my ancestors, whom were very spiritual. My grandfather premunition was. So, is this something hereditary? How can I premunition this special gift, when I can't control it. There's just more I would like to explain but it's too much to write. Im just waiting for the right person to tell me the right thing allowing me to believe and understand.

Repost your post to the psycic (sp) forum, you may get a better response, its in here somewhere. I do not know the answer, I only get déjà vu maybe once a year or so now, a lot more before and that known smell sometimes but no more, and reaccuring dreams as a young man but no more, I now seem to have no real short term or long term memory worth a darn either. I hope you get some answers. Its too late for me.

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Originally Posted by ezm77

i've always felt like i had a strong force withing me to know and say many things that would happen. Specially right before a situation. I feel as i have some type of power to do things (spiritually). I wasn't sure growing up what this was. I always kept it to myself and in my early 20's i realized that i was doing things intentionally to people (mentally, spiritually) when they would hurt me. All, i knew was that, what i was doing was bad. I wasn't wishing someone dead but, just loss of who they were, personal/ materialistic things. I believe i have had the ability to know when there is a presence around me. Ive experienced many things and it really didnt scare me. I've caught myself talking to candles calling my late grandfather. I've called my dead cousin and asked him to do things for me so i could know he was there listening. Ive noticed things/ people to get my attention from the corner of my eyes and just because i know they are there trying to make me look and when i do just to please them/ conscience they are no longer there. Are these mind games or what? I had my mom tell me recently that ever since she was young she had these same experiences. The whole premunition thing. I know i carry some type of spiritual background. I think and i feel as if it comes from my ancestors, whom were very spiritual. My grandfather premunition was. So, is this something hereditary? How can i premunition this special gift, when i can't control it. Theres just more i would like to explain but it's too much to write. Im just waiting for the right person to tell me the right thing allowing me to believe and understand.

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What you describe and how you describe it makes you appear schizophrenic. Make sure mental illness is ruled out prior to claiming you have a gift.

Scary stuff. I got into this when I was on meth. Insanity.

Leviticus 19:31
'Give no regard to mediums and familiar spirits; do not seek after them, to be defiled by them: I am the LORD your God.

One thing your not crazy I have ghost talk to me sometimes and I have family members who talk to ghost and they talk back in my blood like I can tell your going to be successful and be rich and find the right guy

And if I may ask, how? How do you know this? What's taking so long? Lol

ezm77,

I too have felt a presence around me. I'm one of those people who do not want to be religious just spiritual. I don't believe in God but I believe we all possess God given abilities. I also believe that we create our own reality from the thoughts we entertain. It sound to me like you are witnessing the results of your conscious creative manifestation. You think about something and then you see it or it happens. Right? You say you feel like you have some type of power to do things spiritually. That's just what conscious creative manifestation feels like. You talk about 'doing things to people', I have too when I was much younger. The thing to remember is that what goes around comes around - it's like karma. It is important to do unto others only that which you would have done to you. I learned this the hard way. When we are good to others, we are being good to ourselves. And when we are being bad to others we are being bad to ourselves. Remember, everything you give out comes back to you seven fold.

You are not crazy. Try some relaxation and meditation to help focus your mind more. When the body is still and the mind is quiet you will be more aware of what is going on. You will have the power to direct your thoughts more positively.

There are a lot more of us around than you think. Check this site out if you are interested in learning more about Conscious creative thinking.

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You are not crazy, or in touch with negative powers. You are intuitive, and you may develop it if you choose to. Spiritual abilities, in my view, can run in the family, but I don't think it's in the genes. Rather, it's part of your soul lineage and your talents have been developed over lifetimes.

Make sure to use your abilities only for good because all actions, thoughts, and intent will return to you (karma). The eyes of truth/God are always watching, so do the right thing.

Also be sure to utilize protection using white Light and help from God and guides of the Light.

Start with meditation. Daily. Even if for only 10 minutes in the beginning. Turn off the TV and set aside time to meditate every night, morning, or both.

In time, regular meditation will expand your awareness. With this awareness, you will become more intuitive. You may also want to check out any spiritual tools that you are drawn to, such as tarot, astrology, numerology, dream interpretation, or others. All these tools will give similar results if you use them correctly and comprehensively, but it's better to specialize in one or two of them to get the best results. Or you may choose to use no tools and just your intuition. It's up to you; do what feels right.

ezm77
You don't have any special gift. It is normal for every human being to get signals in advance for the things going to happen in near future. But our tendency is to ignore the signals which universe sends us in advance through Dreams, Sudden Uneasyness, Iner Voice etc. We ignore these signals because since the emergance of Roman Catholic Church we are tought that we are beings having body and soul, and we have control over body only and not over soul. The soul part is entrusted to God and RC Church. Since God is unaccessible for common people only Church can help for the development of our soul. While other religions like Hinuism, Budhism pay equal attention to both BODY AND SOUL and they have many practices to bring the soul up which Western World under the influence of Church thought crazy and even sometimes it is considered as Blasphemy. Only recently Western World has realised the richness in Eastern beliefs, traditions and practices. For instance Eastern World believs that Early Mornning Dreams became true after some time which is regarded as Blasphemy by RC Church only because in Bible it is written that "Give no regard to mediums and familiar spirits; do not seek after them, to be defiled by them: I am the LORD your God." Unfortunately Dream Interpretation, Astrology, Palm Reading, Tarot Reading, Almanacs published by others than RC Church and many other things were considered as witchcraft. Those who laugh for these old sciences forgate that David, Joseph, Samuel, Jecob, Daniel and many others were Best Dream Interpreters. All Prophets and Jesus himself were Best Fortune Tellers. Jesus was Best Physician too therefore he cured many lapers, blind people and paralyzed people. In old days Medical Science was well advanced in Asia when Europe was in Dark Ages. And Jesus was an Asian. Ayurvedic Medicines, Yunani Medicines and Acupuncture are evidence of that. Don't forgate Yoga. Under the influence of RC Church we ignore many other things which are useful for overall development of Human Beings. Many of us even don't know that there were many more Books in Original Bible but RC Church deleted them because they wanted to hide certain truths from ordinary people so that it becomes easy for them to control their lives. Not only that they introduced many false concepts like Purgatary, Confession which you don't find anywhere in the Bible. I think RC Church has done more damage to Christainity than any other institute in the world. Therefore my advice is to ignore comments written by savedsinner7 who is blinded by RC Teachings. Remember that human being is not only a body and God doesn't want you to reamin one. Pay more attention to spiritual growth by becoming more and more aware of your spiritual needs and by trying to fulfil them. Also watch a DVD "Law of Attraction" which will help you to attract the things you want in your life. Prayers is one of the practices which attracts things towards you. It is like declaring your needs to Universe and Universe surly replys your prayers because it is like sending a ball against a wall which eventually comes back to you with something you need. I also want you to know that Hebrew is one of the few languages where alphabets also stand for numbers and vice versa. The number for word God and Nature is same. Find out what word number 666 will make?