Hey, I'm 15 and live in U.K, I've recently come out to 3 of my friends about being gay and 2 of them were girls and one a very good male friend who coincidently I fancy and he knows that because I told him when I came out to him. I came out to him on msn, he took it OK but I feel he has drifted away from me a bit. I told me girl-friend face to face and she's totally OK with it and so is the other girl. I really want a relationship but its hard to find people when I'm not fully out and I can't see how I can have a open gay relationship with another boy in public. It will be so hard and I feel a bit isolated being the only gay around (that I know of). How can I cope with no relationship or nobody to fall on when I'm a 15 year old teenager, hormones rushing everywhere and my piers all in relationships :(. Sometimes I feel life is so unfair and it will be so hard for me in the future and people just don't see how hard it is being ayoung gay person. Help :) xxx

http://gaylife.about.com/od/gaysexquestionsanswers/qt/beinggaylonely.htm

Just to let you know that all young men who realize they are gay have fears, hopes, and are sometimes lonely, the above link will give you a start. It give some tips on what you can do and where you can go.

Just don't start you life in a train or bus station. And please be careful when around strangers. This world is very cruel lately and not everyone can feel safe.

Promise me that you will start you life safely and stay healthy..

Lots of love and luck.

Chery

Don't worry I am here if you need any help I am just like you! I am 15 in yr 11, UK and a few close friends know I am gay and the others think I am bisexual but you sound like a nice guy and best of luck with things and I am always here, even after reading several posts u made your spiritual side sounds funky and I like nature too! X good luck YOU ARE NOT ALONE AT ALL so don't feel that way.