I'm 14, Female and during the summer I was on holiday to marmaris and met this boy 3 years older than me.
I really liked him and I was on holiday with my mum and dad.
One day when I was sitting in the bar he worked in he gave me this note, my mum and dad never seen it, it said please meet tomorrow, I'll be so happy if you come.
I went at 4 to get him and we went back to his apartment I knew what was coming but that morning I took my periods.
Even though I am a virgin I would have slept with him.
Anyway, we went back to his apartment and we were lying on his bed and we were kissing and he asked if I wanted to have oral sex on me. But I couldn't.

Even though I know he was really just usng me to have some sex I really like him and I can't stop thinking about him. I Keep having dreams that I go back there and we meet up again and I keep running through everything we COULD do togther. I just can't get him out of my mind.


Helpp!!

Think of it as a nice holiday and the memories will live on; we all have them. Keep the memory as it is, undisturbed. To do anything beyond that would not be wise and could only diminish or destroy those memories.

Yea but I can't help it. I think about him every night . My mind just goes into over run and all I think of is him