Tell me I'm not an addict!!
Okay I've been wondering if I should ask this here but I'm goint to ask. I've been with my man for 6 months and I love him a lot. My last relationship (one that had been going on on and off for 3 years! ) ended badly because of things that happened after me and him had gotten sexual. I found out my ex had been trying to get me to have sex with him all a long and never really loved me! Well with this guy... he treats me like a queen and really loves me and I know it. But I was terrified of this relationship up till about 3 months ago when we had sex. I had told him I wanted to, I never told him this (somehow he just knew) but I wanted to have sex to prove to myself it would be okay... that this guy I loved so much would not turn out like my ex. I mean me and my boyfriend had been sexual and everything had been okay, but I believed that if me and him had sex and our relationship still didn't change it wouldn't end up like the last one. Since we had sex our relationship has been so much stronger.
Now yes I LOVE the sex! I love my boyfriend! I want to marry the guy and be with him forever! But lately I've been craving his touch (as cheesy as that sounds). When I'm with him I just want him to put his arms around me and hold me forever. The last four nights I've hung out at his house we have had sex! Until about a week ago we only had sex on the weekends... but now... we do it so much. Now don't get me wrong! I love it! But I'm just wondering... is it normal for me to want him so bad?
Is it normal for me to miss him so much? I mean I know that just missing him might because I love him so much but what about the sexual part? About my body craving his, I'm scared I'm turning into a sex addict.
P.S. he has talked about asking me to marry him some time soon... could it be I'm just so excited about finding a guy who actually loves me?