okay well this is kind of long , but if you could read it and help me out that would be amazing please and thank you

well me and him daited like 3 years ageo and I still love him, when we broke up I asked him if he still had feelings for me
and he said you so I'm like okay I need you and I love you .
he's the only boy I have ever said I loved so I asked him if we culd
be togeather and he said he would think about it so at the dance
I went up to him n said so brad can we be togeather and he said no I'm
like why and he's like I don't have the same feelings for you anymore I'm like OK and
I started crying and he's like I have nothing to
say to you and walked away , we stopped talking for about 3 years, and then we started talking again
we went to a park sat in the grass and talked about stupid .so then like he came over like 6 days
ageo and like he would come up to me and grab my stomich from behind and tickle me and like laugh , and I was laying on
my bed he was on my msn talking to my friends and he came over and laid on me and was like I'm not getting off I'm like
yah brad getoff and he's like no so I pushed him off then he got up and went out in the livving room and came back and
put his chin on mu head but he's like really tall 6'2 6'3 and he was looking in my eyes and I was like ugh your messing
up my hair and like every time I would say your penis is small or fag he's be like =O and come over and tickle me and
and yahh . He still looks in my eyes and gives me a look like he did when we were daiitng.. but then he was
leaving we got to pic togeather and he left he gave me a hug and I stood in the doorway as he walked down the hall
because I liv in an apt and he came back down to give me one last hug as he left , and I was like awh :( and he's like
ill see u soon kay ! And imlike kay and I was talking to his friend and he hassa girlfriend and ever since they started
daiting he has ditched his friends doesn't talk to them and shawn was one of his best friends ,
and like he said he hates his girlfriend and and like all brad does is sit in his house and play
play video games or go to see his girlfriend or go to work and I was like so then I'm special that he came to see me
and he's like yah and I'm like ohh, and yah

and sersly I think the only reason why he's with her is because she took his virinity and he thins
he has to be with her because they always break up and he doesn't even make an effort to put her in
his name anymore and he always has his gfs in his name when we daited he never took me out,
an dhe told his friend when we were daiting that he loved me and he never wanted to loose me
and and we were so cute everyone thot we would be togeather foever and... unno !
heh he did the cutest things . Like tackle me in the grass and look in my eyes tell me he loved
me and I would steal his hat and he would chase me and grab me from behind and kiss me, he would
put his hands around my waist and walk like that he took me to watch the sunset and we went to the
beach we did everything togeather HE was the only guy my nany like nuff to sleep over and let in the
house when I was sleeping he would come in the mornnin and put his hand in my hair and kiss my nose to wake me up
I miss him


and we hung out tonight. Me him and my friend and he kept on coming up behind me and putting his like arms around my neck
and like walkig like that , and he kept on givvin me piggy backs and everything . And I kept on givvvin them to him

and when my friend went upstaired so I started telling him how him and his friend thot he changed , and they thin
he should be with me . And then he's like ohh. And I'm like yah do u think uve changed.. and he's like sersly.
to be completely honest with you . I do I'm liekwell what do u think of it he's like I've liked it at first
but now like everyone seemes to not like it and I just I don't know and then imlike do u like her .
and he's like iuno , and I'm like then why are u with her .and he's like serely I ask myself that everyday I'm likeohh



so what do I dooo
I love him he's the only one I've ever loved.
and I need him
is it worth going after
do u think he still has feelings for me?
should I tell him how I feeel face to face
would it be more special if I said it face to face and make him see how much more I love him

or should I tottaly give up
help please (L)

I think he does have feelings for you, I mean he stayed away from you for 3 years maybe after that time away from you and this girlfriend of his he realizes what he's lost, but he's attached to this new girl, so he just tries to act friendly. Here's my advice... just approach him as a friend and ask him about this business with his girlfriend, about him abandoing his friends. Don't make it seem like your wanting to know for your own needs or anything, just that you are truly concerned, which I'm sure you are. Maybe you will get him to open up. What ever you do though... DO NOT I repeat DO NOT come straight out and say I love you still, cause if he does still like you I'll bet that he will act like he doesn't like you cause he again feels obligated to this girl (that's what it sounds like to me) and will back off. Don't take my advice for definant though. Listen to what other say to you about this matter and then come up with your own approach.