Ok hi, firstly id like to say I feel insanely insecure and stuff, I've been with my girlfriend for almost 2 years now, we are so perfectly suited I LOVE her, she says she loves me BUT I feel insecure and always "lately" think that she doesn't.
Right, I have no problems with my looks as I do believe I am good looking and people say so.. not being big headed though I am still insecure about my relationship.
We have been on 2 holidays together to disneyland paris, see her everyday LOVE HER soooo much, she is going to uni next year, obviously I want her to stay around here, she says she wants to but hasn't yet decided what uni etc, she says that she LOVES me and believes we are strong to go through anything together, she can't see herself with anyone else.
We chat about future a lot, I always tell her how I feel about her I treat her right and she says she loves me, that we want to have a big house and A life together with kids etc, we have talked about this a LOT under the duvet and that.
Ok a month ago she went to amsterdam with her college, for 1 week, I missed her loads she says she missed me 2, she got me loadsa sweet gifts like a magic egg that hatches and says love you, a book on love etc.
Lately since then I feel like she don't love me as much, she takes longer to text me back, she seems much more secure? If that makes sense, she always says she lovs me and that but I just feel strange, every night I feel like she doesn't love me as much and stuff.
We have never had sex, with anyone before and we came close to doing it the other day, which leads me to believe that the sexual element is still there, the want to do it is there still, I wonder if there is anything wrong? I don't know if it is just me being stupid.
As I said I see her everyday but its just a feeling I get that she just doesn't love me much no more, despite the fact she does text me saying... little cute things and stuff.
She wanted me 2 move to uni with her next year, but I have started this year as I am a year up, I am at uni close to home and I want her to stay to, maybe she will, but there's still a strange feeling I get that she just doesn't love me.
We lay in bed together, and we hug etc, all the signs say she loves me but for some reason I just don't think she does? And it would kill me if I lost her.
Is it me? Is it ust me being insecure? I don't like her talking to other guys and she doesn't talk to them either, there used to be a time when she didn't like me not seeing her or complained that I left hers early and stuff, now she doesn't do that that's some of the things contributing to it.
I would LOVE some advice on my insecurities or relationship? We seem so perfectly suited I just can't see being with ANYONE ELSE. At disneyland together it was just the best thing ever, I just want to be with her forever and she means the world to me, I try my best to be a great boyfriend, as I said I always make her know she's loved and I always hug and kiss her etc.
I mean I am 21 she is 19 now I look back on it and think ooh its so good actually but I still feel insecure and that she doesn't rele love me like I love her?
Some help would be amazing.